yummmiee ;D

ari nii mcm tk de bnd nk buwt kt umah .
boring gilee . angah keluarr , die kate nak
belikan aku donut . okee , aku tggu & tggu .

akhirnya angah pon balek umah
dgn plastik beg big apple . seronokk !

nie akak aku . name die hajar (;
time kasehh bg big apple .

sambil maka aku pon on9 .
yaww , aku enjoy inii . ahaa (;

comot !

saje suka suka .
hemm , boringgg ~

the events of 2009 .

A few days more to say hello to 2010 . heyyaa , goodbye 2009 !
kejap nye . humm , impian menjadi kenyataan . ngehh , mcm pelik .
i hope 2010 becomes a year of memorable . dh nk abes skolaa lh !
1 tahun lagi hidup dekat bumi TTJ .

JANUARY 2009

khodijah dah naek upper form lahh . jd senior kat SMK Sungai Pusu . aku masok kls science tulen . hmm , biology ? adeyhh . mcm tk minat lh . first choice nk amek arab tinggi means nk msk kls ibnu sina . tp , result PMR tk bagos sgt lh . ngehh . so , decide nk amek engineering . bile dh dpt kls modem , gedik gedik pulak tk nk tukar . haishh , kene la jgk amek BIO . mcm menarik la . tibe-tibe , ckg kate nk open class account utk student science stream . ngehh , tk terfikir lgsong nk amek account nihh . mcm sush jea . lastly , aku amek jgk account . bulan nihh mmg bulan honeymoon la kot . asyik maen maen jea . hee , hidup aman damai wktu nihh ;DD btw , kelas server mmg best ! dlm kelas duduk sblh madihah , depan aku ajan , amad , amal , tepi fathiah & haziqah . waktu addmaths plg seronok , 2 jam ! fuhh . lame nyee .

FEBRUARI 2009

hmm , bulan nihh mcm agak lame bg aku . bln air mata . huu ~ izzat pindah smap kajang . madihah dpt teknik tuanku jaafar . haziqah dpt teknik cheras . fathiah dpt teknik gombak . dorg sumenye tk kesh kalau tk dpt teknik pon . ye laa , dorg pandai . hmm , yg plg aku tekejut , aku tk dpt mane-mane pon teknik . haishh , agk frust la . tp , tk pe lh . stay je sg pusu . bulan nihh agk sadiss lh . hoo . kami terpisahh . err , sedih sgt ;( frust frust frust . tk tw lh cmne die . 2 minggu ilangg mcm tuh jea . aku dah kurg borak . asyek nanges je . humm , madihah ngan haziqah pindah jgk . so , aku duduk sebelah fathiah lh . ble dgr cter fathiah , aku seronok . sebab fath beshh . haha . series fath , kao sporting ;) bln nihh , kls pon byk tggl . sebok dgn pengawas . ble blaja pon , otak merewang . ble dpt tahu aku yg slh , lg lh frust . dh lh die dh abes dimaki oleh aku . hemm , surat berjela-jela pon dikirim utk die . org tghnye amira & hidayah , thanx korg <3

MAC 2009

citer bulan februari smbg sampai bln mac . adoihh , mylast day kt skola sgt menyedihkan . hmm , die dpt tahu aku pindah . tp , unexpected die tk kesah . mata aku pon berair . ngehh , cengeng duhh . gile frust la waktu tuhh . mcm nk menjerit jea kt die . nk jmpe tk de mase . last time kt skola sg pusu , aku join prefects camping . sehari sblm camping aku bg lg surat kt die . hmm , mylast words . hoo . dh nk dekat maulidur rasul wktu nihh . sehari lps maulud nabi aku kne daftar kt teknik tuanku jaafar . sambutan maulidur rasul kt kwsn kuarters guru gombak utara . ckg ckg sini ajak hostelite sg pusu turun kt surau bt 7 sblh rumah aku nihh . hemm , die ade jgk lh . aku tk sempat jumpe die . sgt sebok preparation nk masok skola baru . hemm , aku kuar rumah nk jmpe die , tp ramai sgt org kt luar . tk nmpk die . tk pe lh .

aku sampai dpn pintu pgr teknik tuanku jaafar , kt depan tuh ade besa besa tulis " sekolah kluster kecemerlangan " . hmm , patot lh aku tk dpt 1st intake . 1st intake bdk bdk nye pandai . agk kekok lh skola baru . aku masok kls baru lh . huu , 4 PERDAGANGAN 1 . aku mohon nk amek civil engineering . tp , aliran nihh penohh . so , aku decide nk try dulu amek commerce nihh then ble dh tw susaa sng nye sbjct dlm aliran nihh bru tukaa civil . tp , rupe rupenye same jea . mcm kt sg pusu jgk . jz tuka sbjct ICT jd PENGAJIAN KEUSAHAWANAN . aku duduk sblh fatin rashidah . mytablemates juliana & fatin . skola bru tk tahu selok belok . lonely gile . naseb lh ade madihah . aku duduk dlm dorm 7 ( zinnirah ) . myfirst day dlm dorm , sumpa mmg nk mengamok . gila biadap sorg budk nihh . adoyhh . naseb lh aku nihh budak bru , mls nk gado . skola tuhh busy sgt . minggu 1st busy gile . pertandingan kawat . huu . seronok lh jgk tgk . bru seminggu kt situ , dh holidays . woaa , bezz ! seronok , ble online yahoo messeger tibetibe die buzz . die minta maaf . heyy , aku la patot minta maaf . humm .

bulan nih mmg panjang . sebok dgn myfirst test kt tuanku jaafar tuhh . plus , nk adapt environment baru sekolah & beljar . fuhh , waktu yg plg susaa bg aku .

APRIL 2009

result ujian selaras 1 dh dapat . humm , teroknyee aku . bulan nihh mmg suffer gila lh kt skola tuhh . dlm kple otak cume fkr nk pindah je . urghh . tension gile .

MEI 2009

humm , madihah wuts ur probs ? adeyhh . aku tk suka lh mcm nihh . tbe tbe je berg bg aku note dari madihah . heyy , ape nihh . aku tk penah pon rse mcm tuhh . kau kne la fhm . kite dh tk mcm dulu . kau kls laen , dorm laen . msg-msg busy . haishh , kt skola bru tk kn lh aku tk bole cari kwn laen haa . tension lah . bulan konflik dgn madihah . humm , haziqah i miss you !

JUN 2009

mid-term exam . haishh , gila lh payah compete dgn budak-budak pandai nihh . bulan exam . maken hari aku rse useless owhh . mcm sia-sia jea msk situ . humm . bulan nihh penoh dgn sengsara . arghh !

JULAI 2009

result mid-term dpt . huhh , disaster ! aku rse mcm otak ni dh jadi tolol . result org laen sumenye gempak . humm , aku rse mcm slh aku msok situ . aku tk bole adapt ngan environment kt situ . even dah bebuln kt sini . rase nk lari je dari situ . bulan nihh seronok jgk . khodijah dah 16 ! hoho . hepy besday ~ aku rase mcm budk umo 6 thn jea . hihi . xtually , many thgs happen bln nihh . huu , yg plg aku igt . wktu mlm , aku tgh tido kt asrama . tibe-tibe dormmates kejot soh bgn sbb sister pggl soh msk MT . haishh , mslh btol lh dorm nihh . huu .
bdk yg biadab ngan aku tuhh kantoi laa . haha . padan muka kau ! sape soh kau suke menipu , pdn muka ! pdn muka ! budk tuh dh lh dok sblh katil aku . haa , jht jgk aku nihh . hee .

OGOS 2009

bulan ni mcm seronok lh jgk kot . aku join dikir barat inter-club competition . waaa , enjoy oke . seronok ! minggu koko . fuhh , syok abes lh . sumenye f4 jea . besh ! rsenye bln nihh ujian selaras 2 . hmm , after so mush failure aku try buwt the best . hmm . sabtu ahad study dgn aimi dlm kls . heyy , takot lh . humm .

SEPTEMBER 2009

finally , aku dh oke kt sini . humm , dh bole adapt . lame kn ? hee , maken lame maken seronok . yg plg takot , result US 2 dpt . waaa ! huhu . satisfied (; alhamdulillah . hehe . khodijah , keep it goin . hehe . final kne buwt lg bgos dari us nihh . aku pon berangan jgk nk dpt progress award . heeee , insyaAllah . first time puasa kt asrama . humm , bole lh jgk thn . seronok lh buka puasa ramai-ramai ;DD bile dkt asrama everythgs disappear . hemm , aman damai jea hidup . aku seronok tp knp tibe-tibe aku ngan madihah jd cmniii . heyy , plz lh . konflik lg . hmm ;<>

OKTOBER 2009

hari raya (; bulan tk byk krisis . eyhh , yg suprised me was tibe-tibe die mintak my phne no . err , hmm (; terigt lh blek kt die . forget it . bulan nihh aku tgk aimi tk de smgt lgsg . poor her . hmm , muke frust jea . sian kau aimi . hmm , laki mmg useless ke haa ? adoyhh . muke cantek mcm aimi pon kne tipu mcm tuhh . semua org tk perfects kn ? hemm . ape yg seronok ea bln nie ? huu . hari ahad wktu gotong royong . dorm aku kne cuci toilet & shower . woaa , mule-mule aku tk nk buwt tandas & shower coz aku dh mop & sapu dorm . tibe-tibe pulk baek aty nk gerak pegy toilet . hee , sume budak dorm aku dlm tuhh . aten tgh tadah air dlm sinki , tetibe puteri izzah safiyah yg comel tuhh maen jirus jirus air . woaaa , abes bsh aku . pg td dh mandi dh . haishh , abes stok baju aku . huu , the most unforgetable moment dgn korg (; dinner dinner ! adeyhh , series tk leh bla lh . ade pulk yg wt hal mlm nihh . haishh , mls nk kate . huu . lantak kau lh . dinner yg plg tk besh ! wekkk , sory lh terkutuk . ade ke dorg soh pakai baju batek . heyyy ! tk glam lgsong . haha . ngengg gile . form 5 huduhhh . haha . aku tk tw lh knp aku mmg tk leh suke ngan senior aku . hemm , otak biol kot . bulan nihh prepare for final exam , waaa suffered suffered . miss yeo jd baek gile , series . aku nmpk sides die yg gile caring tuhh . huu , mama yeo (;

NOVEMBER 2009

bulan exam ! tk byk sgt lh nk citer . dlm kpl otak cume fikir due bnd . first , EXAM ! second , nak balek rumah cuty cuty . ngee , 2 minggu exam & last paper is sejarah . fuhh , berasap kepala . last week kt skola seronok ! waaa ~ RIMUP dgn teknik ampangan , gotong-royong sekolah , buku teks ! melepak kt DM . hooo , bess (; kt asrama , bergosip jea . konflik konflik tk abes tk abes . haishhh , annoying lh ! awal-awal cuty dh hang out dgn dormmates . hemm , bole lh . seronok jgk . lps tuhh , duduk rumah tido , mkn , tido . membesaakn bdn . tp knp bdn aku tk nk besaa haa ? haishh .

DISEMBER 2009

becuty . huu , tusyen . belja . hw . err , hw tk siap siap pon . adeyhh . bln nihh frust lg . huu , sumenye aku dh tw . oke lh . nk tutup cerita nihh . cuti nii aku ade hobi baru , memasak . aku tk tw lh ape yg inspire aku nk rajen mask nihh . tp seronok . huu , konflik between me & madihah dh settle . hopefully , next year everythgs will be okay . hemm , cuty mmg seronok !

so , the overall story of 2009 is so lame .
hehh , gila lh aku .
about love , bnd ni sucks !
bkn waktu aku lg lh kot .
fuhh , enough la .
sekali dh frust mcm nk gila
aku tk nk dah oke .
tp , nk kawen lh !
HAHA ;D
aku nk success dulu .
SPM for myfuture .
study hard oke !
let by gone be by gone .
tahun 2009 tahun air mata aku yg murah nii .
haishh , terasa sgt bodoo lh .
apa yg dh jd biaa kn jea .
pengalaman (;
20 tahun lg bile aku dh ade ank ,
aku nk cerita kt anak aku .
hehe . mesty die gelakkn mak die nii .
err , sape suami aku ?
hooo khodijah gedik !
<333

duhhh .

ape nihh ? ! aku tertipu ? menipu ? or ditipu ?
kusut kusut kusut !

eyhh . mata dh berair lh ;( hurmm . s**l kao !

award of the year ;
the most hopeless person goes to *i*

urghh . geram nye ! bodo bodo bodo bodo bodo bodo .

* ini blog aku . suke aty lh nk ckp ape pon !

s***t .

aku bodo ? or kao bodo ? sial

urghh . gy mam*** lg bgos ! away plz .

grr .

nape kao tuhh annoying ? taa phm phm kerr ? klw rse kao tuhh kwn , ckp je laa kao .
sial lh kao . buwt aku bahagia jea . ak rse daa ckop byk reasons . so , kao apahal ?
err . dh lh . tggu lh mood ak ade . ngee .

*merosakkan mood manusia nihh .

swimming pool .

14th Dec 2009 .
7:10 pm .

I got called from this girl . My sister .
imaa : hello ! kaknjang nk pegy swimming tk ?
aku : nk nk ! swimming kt mne ?
imaa : klw nk ikut siap lh cpt . lps maghrib ibu dtg amek .
aku : ckp lh dlu kt mne !
imaa : aunt normah's house lh . solat dlu .
aku : oke , bye !

I prepared my thing & ready for swimming . huhh , i was really excited . last time i went to swim was when i in form 2 .

Ibu arrived & said things like this .
ibu : ibu nk pegy jmpe pakcik abu jp lg . so , korg mandi jea lh .
u all must behave okay . dont comments anythings .
aku : nape buu ? swimming tuhh open or for girls jea ?
ibu : ye lh aunt normah kn bukak rumah anak-anak yatim + rumah OKU . jgn lh complains ape-ape .
u sndiri fhm lh . utk girls jea tmpt tuhh .
aku : (in a moment lil bit shocked ) oke .

Aunt Normah is ibu's friend . She's invited us to visit her place . She always came to ibu's house . But , we rarely
come to her house . But I never came her house .

I thought she stayed by herself with her childrens .
ibu : okay , nihh rumah aunt . kjp ea ibu kol dy .
aku : ( woaa, banglo lh ) .

Aunt Normah was a simple woman . But , huu . Unexpected !

My sisters & I walked into aunt's home . Fuhh , so many peoples there . Okay , shut my mouth . huu . Whats making me suprised was a lil girl said ,
girl : ibu (they called aunt normah ) , ni bru masok ea ?
aunt : (shes smiling )

The house was big . A places for kids with no parents and OKU peoples . Thats the places they get shed & care .
I never thought to be in places like that . To visit the peoples like them . Huuuh , arrogant person like me should be there . Serve my rights !

We having funs together until ten thirty o'clock . Fuhh , best ! After swimming , hungry ! Aunt Normah prepared nasi goreng + roti cicah sardin + teh panas . Mystomach f ull . Time to say goodbye to all kids . BYEBYE (;

moral :

* ibu sajee bwk situ . 1st , FREE OF CHARGE jea swimming kt situ . kolam besaa gile + mmg syok mandy situu .
2nd , love our parents , take care of them & dont disobey them . mereka kt sane tk rse kasih sayang parents .
They stared at me when im hugging ibu's pinggang . HEE (; . yg plg trok , aunt citer waktu rye parents OKU
ade jea yg tk nk amek . poor them . huu , but thats the reality of life . we learn from what we observe .

Unfortunate , gambaa tk msok lg . USB ilang !

journey (;

43 minutes ago .
i was in addmaths class .
sitting besides an indian girl .
i dont know her name .
huhh . today , i was not focus at all .
so sleepy . boringg . ngehh .
todays topic : DIFFERENTIATION
aku nih myb gilee lh kot .
topic sush ponn boring .
haa , luckily fhm .
insya-Allah .
tyme blek , ade ramai manusiaa .
waiting for the bus .
fortunately , mybus early .
dlm bas , adoyhh .
pakcik bas psg rdio lagulagu klasik .
tp mcm syahdu lh td .
lagu slow jea .
hmm , mmg lh btmbh ngantokk .
smpai rumahh .
haaa , im dizzy .
tk abes abes gadoo budakbudak nihh .
then , tros ngadap intenet .
hee , updating blog .
tk tw lh nk ckp ape .
sampai disini shaja (;

twisted tounge .

i dont know wut im saying . freakin die last nite . huhhh . serve my right ! next time must behave . saying sort of thgs to wrong person . OMG . blurted all of thgs . haiyyaa , cari psl lh tuhh . didt have topic that tyme . haha . its quite funny . unexpected ! ;) luckily , i covered . ohh dear , im sorry . i thought that person knows . ahaha . okey , let it go . malas nk igt dh .

TODAY ACTIVITY

tuition !

physics
addMaths

oke lh . kenaa pegy dh . bubye ! (;

;(

ptg smlm gilee borink lh . tk tw nk wt apee . so , ak ponn on lh computer yg daa lme gilee taa gune tuhh . then , kojoo ak scan pixiee je lh . nk gune laptop tp ade pssword . along lh nihh . kedekot gile !
gmbaa gmbaa yg dh scan tuhh , ak naa save dlm thumbdrive ak . oke lh . cocokk mcm biasee . blee cocokk kne lh scan dlu enn . tyme report kuarr , tadee virus ponn . ble ak open file jeaa , gile babengg ade virus . so , ak pon click je lh "HEAL" . ngenggg !


pagi nihh , along on kn laptop .
ak naa msokkn gmbaa .
ak cocokk pndrve .
scan . no virus .
ak open file .

EMPTY !

OMGOSHHH . nk gile ak . lot of things dahh missing . tension !

sasau sangap angau ?

OMG ! im insane .

gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila
gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila .
im crushed . ahaaa .

kimiee ! <33

dies of happiness lh kot .

*speechless . HAHA

bestari school (;

rinduu myformer school . sekolah bestari terhebat !
aku doakn sekolah nihh achieve kluster 2013 kn ?
korg korg yg wujud lg kt situ .
chaiyok ! hehe . korg hebat sebab tuhh ade kt sg pusu .



kerinduann naa blaja ict (;

*semangat kan aku ?
haaa . sukaa aty lh weyh .

cooking itu fun !

a story about yesterday . ahaha . i pass cooking 'nasi ayam' . walaweyhh , gila excited lh . this holiday i being a housemaid lh . wee . help umi doing housework. mcm mcm lh . myhouse laen skit lh dari others . penaat ! tp , berbaloi lh jgk .rumah sndiri lh . so, taa bole complain oke . smlm , aku try buwt nasi ayam . hehe . mula2 tuhh taa confident . selalunye aku suka msk sardin . haha . myfamily pon daa muak. ngee~ aku dpt idea nihh ble tgk dlm freezer ade byk ayam . so, aku decided naa buwt nasi ayam . sje tukaa mood . klw taa selalunye mkn simple simple jea . but yg plg aku sukee sambal ikan bilis cili api . waaa ! meletopp kot klw mkn . haa , myfamily gila mknan pedas . but yg peliknye sibling yg boys taa suke . oke lh back to the main point , sebenaanye aku taa reti pon msk . tetibe igt psl akak aku . dy suke surf intenet ble naa cri resepi . oke lh . aku pon cri resepi kt intenet lh jgk . sombongg enn aku . tanak tnye kakak aku yg chef tuhh . haha . tanak lh tnye . dy suke membebel . taa thn kot . so , aku bgn pagi lh jgk . pukul 8 ? hee, pg lh tuhh . utk prepare naa msk for lunch .aku buwt keje lembab so kne lh awl . lme lh jgk aku dok dapur tuhh . dri pagi smpai lh zohor . mule mule aku prepare bhn bhn naa masak . ngee, pastuhh perap ayam & msk soup . tyme naa buwt nasi tuhh . fuhh , mmg lh taa confident . tkot taa jd . hehe . tp , ble bau daa kuarr . waaa , seronok ! nasi ayam aku jadi lh . happy lh jgk ble abg aku puji . hahaha . bole kawen daa lh . haha .

seronok ble dyorg suke makan ! (;

introduce .

itu our beloved pku's teacher .
Miss YEO lh .
taa penah senyum except ble snap picture .
hee , tp act she's caring .
ily <33> aimi + bella
syg korg lh !

aimi ; teman makan , mandi , tido , ketawamenangis , belajar ! <33
bella ; classmates , dormmates , jiranloker , satu katil , temansukaduka ! <33

fatin rashidah .
dy tablemates sy .
softspoken , caring , loving .
<33

Sekolah Menengah Teknik Tuanku Jaafar .
Kluster Kecemerlangan .
:)

new me !
diam . malu . observer . lovesleep

*everyone is change .

pengajian keusahawanan

org kate sbjct nihh sng naa skor . oke lh . ble byk bce mmg lh sng naa skor . but , the problem is skema jawapan naa ayat yg sme ngan dlm buku teks . ohh gilaaa lh kot . even , jwpn naa dkt sme pon not accepted . so , cmne naa skor ?! tensenn lh . klw lh cmtuhh . i gilaa lh kot naa fokus kt sbjct tuhh . huhhh , seriesly mcm naa gilaa daa .

*miss yeo please let me pass this paper .

content for this subject :

1. apa itu usahawan ?
2. perbezaan usahawan & peniaga .
3. konsep keusahawanan / keusahawanan dari segi islam.
4. ciri-ciri usahawan
5. tujuan & matlamat Dasar Pembangunan Negara & Dasar Ekonomi baru .
6. sebab2 DPN & DEB diwujudkan
7. Strategi pembangunan diri
- kemahiran berfikir
- kemahiran berunding
- rancangan pembangunan diri
- kemahiran generik
- mewujudkan wawasan
- kepimpinan
- dinamika kumpulan
- merealisasikan wawasan
8. komputer dalam keusahawanan
9. strategi keusahawanan


heyy guys , mcm sng rite ? hee . title mmg lh sng . mule mule tuhh igt bolee lh naa goreng je dlm exam . but , 1st tyme jwb paper nihh dlm format spm . fuhhh , im dead ! soalan punye lh ciput . tp , kne jwb mcm sejarah . gilaa pnjg lh jwpn dy . tensen ! oke lh , cuty nie mama yeo bg kami semua hw pku . yeaahh , sy syg sgt mama yeo . ily miss yeo !

holidays enn cuti .

cuty sekolah 2009 . taa seronokk mcm last year . h/w byk kott ! tape tape , sacrificed fer next year lh . SPM , here i come . hehe . telebeyh semangat . study blom agy . huu , oke lh . konklusi for final exam ary tuhh , hee . gile syok lh ! ta tw lh cmne . taa dpt result agy . grr , next year bru tw . tp , paper physics da dpt . ohh , trokk laa kowt . but , tapee . ade chances lg nk try . dijaa ! do ur best oke . makenn lme mkenn sronok belajaa ! huu , tp takot . saingan sengit lh . hee , awl awl dlu trokk sgt . ngeee , sje taa nk show off . haha . poyo ! 1st cuty ari tuhh aku kne tlg ibu kt taska . fuhh , series penat lh . jge dux kecik penat ! hee , ta tw cmne nk jge ank nnty . haha . 2nd cuty , ade party dorm . humm , tp taa lh sgt . 6 org je pegy . yg laen tuhh . huu , i telupe lk . mereka enn otai . ta kuar umahh pon . HAHA . bes lh jgk . snap snap pix . huu , mau tunjukk pixie . tp taa msokkn agy . grr , adapter + cable kt sistaa . adoyhh . cuty nihh kne lh study ! naa jd cm budakk elit . HAHA . spe kate dux 6 A taa lehh ? wekkk , sy buktikn nnty ! ngee ~ gudluck syg (;

hell o wut?

3 weeks sudaa stay kt hostel.
heyy, mcm si ot.
aku nk blek.
btw, jeless gile ngn org tuhh.
npe dy blek haa ari tuh?
ishh. sumpaa ta aci lh!
aku nk balek.
next week blek umahh
daa ta nk blek daa.
haha.

sy agak menyesal duduk asrmaaaa!

sajooo

finally, im home. okehh.

17th sept 2009

ari yg seronok la jugk. huhu. mmg bes kot. kt skola ade ary penutup bln kemerdekaan & penyampaian sumbangan hari raya. yeahh, mmg bes. act, kne duduk dlm barisn kls. but, aku & dormmates duduk dlm klompok dorm. haha. byk kali kne tgor ngan prefects. btw, i ta suke prefects laaa. seriesss! hahaha. prefects skola nihh cm useless. hee, sory laa. but mmg pn. dorg mcm ta byk keje. rileks all the times. borink giler. tp, dorg bajet cm byk keje. okee example lh, skola aku dulu prefects mmg byk job. pg kne bertugas. every inches of the school kne jage. then, time assembly kne jge barisan. ble nk tgor kne tgor baek baek. hee, konon konon laaa. but, seigt aku laa. aku ta suke org kerek ngn aku so theres no use laa aku nk kerek ngan student. then, time rehat jge lg. senang citer, sg pusu prefects are the best! haha. tp, duluu je lh. sekrg new organisation, sumpaaa ta seronok. daa laa prefects yg lame pn ta ade. hee, ta bes. huu. da ruin da kowt. hopefullty ta laa. oke, lets back to the topic. hee, majlis nihh abes lebey kurg kul 10 lebeyh cmtuhh laa. then, tros dpt blek. yeaa! aku blek dorm, tros baring ats ktil kosong. pstuhh, sume tgor sbb rileks sgt. hehe. aku da siap kms brg laa. plg semangat nk blek msty aa kms awl. ble da siap sume, aku, bonzer & wawa bgrak menuju ke bas skola yg baru. ngaaaa. bas hntr smpi dpn ktm. wawa baek pulk kli nihh. slalu nye mau meryau kt term dlu. tp, kli nihh dy nk cpt. hoo, dy nk mrayau kt kl rupenye. huhu. oke, kteorg pn naek laaaaa ktm. aku & bonzer trun kt nilai. so, bubye wawa! aku kne tggu angah 1 hour lg. adoyhhh, lme nye. so, aku pn tggu sorg sorg. tkot gk kt situ. ramai org asing. daa laa kne tggu dpn sevenE. huishhh, mguji keimanan btoii. non-muslim kuar msok minum air. daa laa tgh pose. astaghfirullahalzim. haaa. tggu tggu & tggu. aku smpai kt nilai kul 11. angah smpai nk jmput ak kul 12 stgh. hooo, miserable btol. pnt aku tggu. oke, tape tape. smpai umah angah je, aku tros tdo. ngantokk gle. tp, aku ta tw aa ape yg mnyebbkn aku ngantok sgt. da laa ary ary aku org first tdo. hehe. da three weeks aku ta pegi prep malam. ngaa. seb baek ta kantoi. haha. bes gk. tp, cuak laa beb. ble ta pegi prep tuhh, bantai laa tdo awl.

hee, daa ta de idea. sory.

blog tergendala!

maaf.

frust!

last nite i dpt calling from someone. ohhh, mcm s**l betol. saket aty! suke aty dy je naa ngaku yg dy tuhh my **. mcm s**T. ta phm phm ker! ta malu. benci laa kao ngek. ak elok ngahh hepy ttbe si **** tuhh ckp cmtuhh. F**k u! arghhhh. benci s**t. ak daa lh sensitif psl tuhh. dy lk sesuke aty je naa wt cmtuhh. kao igt kao tuhh spe!? ak ta knl kao, kao suke aty je naa wt cmtuhh. b**i aa kao! errrhh. bodoooooooooh! bodooooooooh! b**i. ishhh, ta pasal pasal pahala kne tolk. buduuus kao!

physics ouhh physics!

4th september 2009.
i got my physics test paper.
hmm.
sucks!
adoyhh.
tensennn nye.
aku sgt lemahh physics.
huuu. mauu drop~
tp x bolee.
sir ckp, ble da msk teknik physics is one of the compulsary subject.
wuaaa. rse cm naa nangehh jerr.
cmne cmne cmne?
physics je slack nihh.
napeee physics susaa haa?
benci laa!
sampaii mimpi aku pkr psl physic nihhh.
im getting crazy. ishhh.



next year spm khodijah!
physics kne score laa syg.
haaaaaaa

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yup. i admit, masihh sayang & always miss him so muchh. it's hard for me to forget. regret? yuhh, but it's too late. huuu. it almost 6 months. tp, ble igt blekk. owhh, ta thn laaa. missing someone is hurting. hmm, even he never remember me. hooo. miserable! duluu, dy kate dy sygg. duluu, dy kate dy rinduu. everything has past. juz a memory. you & me. heart broken

berbuka puasa (;

semalam buka puasa ngan chubb & epa.
kt wangasa maju jj.
haaa. epaa mkn nasi goreng.
aku & chubb makan hot plate.
yee mee sizzling (;
enaakk.
lme ta mkn.
tp, yg kt situu pnye kurg sedaap.
i adore yee mee sizzling kt giant batu caves.
sedaaap! hoho. tahunn nihh first time puasa jaohh dari umahh. hmm. sedihh ;(
huhu. tape tape. experience laa dijaa. tgk nihh. sedapp enn? slrpppp. terliurrr owhh.

sabtu 29 ogos 2009 [ moninnnk! ]

huu, pg pg aku bgn tidoo tross carii laptop. ngee. mimpi naa tgk movie. hoho. byk sgt movie dlm laptop. but yg menarikk 17 again. haa. mmg bezzz pown. ari tuhh wktu kuarr kt wyg ta sempat naa tgk. cz tyme kt asrama. so, bantaii laa puas puas tgk movie yg download sndri. hee. citerr nihh syok ouhh. zac efron, kacakk! sweet , caring & adore me. haha. pape ponn mmg bez pn cterr nihh. abes tgk movie nihh, naa tgk cterr obssesed. tp daa kne maraa ngan my kakak. huu, so kne tutopp laptop. hee. pastuhh, chubb call. ngaaa. bergayott~
tu jehhh (;

nape nihh!

ary nihh, ary tacink kerr? sume naa tacink ngan aku. adoyhh. penat laa cmnihh! huu. kawan kawan, sory laa. bknnye saje ta na reply u all nye cmmnt. komptr aku lembab sgt laa. payah nk click click. aku tulihh bnd nihh pon pakai laptop akak aku. nihh pon naseb dy balek. hee. ta payah la tacink tacink. aku igt korang selalu laaa. sedihh owhh ckp aku cmtuhh. ishh. aku ta naa kwn aa klw korg ckp cmtuhh agy. hihi. sory korg!

izzat bin adib
abdul muiz

* ta payaa tacink tacink (;

annoying

aku ta lupe pon kt kaoo.
aku igt laa sume bnd.
aku ta lupe daratan laa weyhh.
kao ta pyh aa nk cri psl ngan aku.
kao tade hak!
suke aty aku naa kwn sape pn.
kao sndiri yg naa kao jd cmtuhh.
ape gne aku?
ble susaa bru na carii aku.
ble aku nasihat, kao ade dgr.
oke laa.
fine, itu depends same ade kao naaa dgr ke ta.
tp, klw kao daa tw yg bnd tuhh akn mnyushkan kaoo.
ta pyh nk bg 1000 alasan.
aku ta suke aa kao naa babitkn org laenn.
everythings changes.
kaoo pn berubah.
aku admit, aku pn brubahh.
so? ta pyhh nk ungkit ungkit psl org laen.
klw kaoo rse naa kwn aku.
kwn je laa.
but, kao jgn naa sebokk dgn sape pn aku kwn!
aku sayang kaoo ngekk!
tp, kaoo kne igt.
setiap org ade idop sndri.
jgn bg alasan yg kaoo ta lehh idop klw aku tade.
aku ta mrh klw kaoo ta babitkn org laen.
aku tw ape kaoo nk.
tp, igt laa weyhh.
jgn jd SELFISH !
aku ade idopp aku sndiri.
kaoo pn sme gk enn.
so, rely on urself.
aku ta sukee aa org laen
tanye mcm mcm.
jgn suke cari simpatii org.
mule mule mmg kesian,
tp ble daa lme.
annoying !
kao igt aku suke kerr dgr org laen kutokk kao?
kesiann weyhh.
tp, nape kao ta kesian kt diri kao?
hushhh, juz be yourself.


stop annoying

rinduuu

ary nihh rse rinduu sgt kt sg pusu <3
ta tw nk describe camne.
but, teramat sgt.
td, tgk pixs pixs zmn dulu dulu.
hehe adoyhh.
ta thn nye!
rse cm nk balek sne blek.
td, usha pixie amoy.
jmpe pix nihh.
smart deyhh.
sygg mereka <3

amoy, umay, fyfy
mereka howwt aww
;)

hari-hari saya (;

aku daa nk msok 16. huu, im growing up. yeaahh! hari-hari yg lg mencabar akan datang. aku, baru sikit je rse sush idop nihhh. wee~ x tw laa cmne nnty. hmmm, but aku bsyukur cz still breathing smpai saat nihh. huu, keskemaan! hihi. org slalu kate aku nihh pelik. yeke? ngehh, aku pon x tw laa. aku rse aku buat ape yg dorg buat. myfamily pn ckp cmtuhh jgk. sometimes, aku rse mcm special. haha, unik! for me, aku tetap aku. xde sape boleh ubah aku except aku. but in certain part, i hate myself. yup, aku ngaku yg aku agk hot-tempered sometimes. & ble cmtuhh, aku akn buat something yg aku x fkr lgsong. & after that aku regret sndiri. hmm, hari-hari aku yg sblm nihh. amat amat seronok. tyme form 1 bru msok teenages world. so, baek lg. hihi. tyme form 2, a lot of things happened. hii, tp tuhh cter da lme. mls laa nk igt blek. 2 thn yg lps. biase laa, bru nk up. msty laa naek kepala. lg lg ble daa kne drop ngan senior. ngaaa, memberontak tros. anti abes ngan senior tuhh. haha, pdn muke si senior tuhh. huhu. but, nseb baek cpt sdr. klw x, aku pn xtw laa ape da jd. hmm, aku x kn nyesal ngn sume tuhh. cz tuhh pengalaman. even agk x seronok pn. but i still can keep it as a memory. & thanx kt senior tuhh. form 2? huu, couple maen maen agk kerap blaku. hahaha, jahat ouhh. but itu bkn aku! hee, ade laa once je. but lps tuhh xde daa. borink laa. jles tgk org laen couple. huhu, but ble da couple rse cm sgt sgt boring. tkongkong! x suke. hmm, sory to dy. hihi.

form 3 lk. hii, nihh zmn tgh insaf. nk PMR biase aa. huhu. yeahh tyme a lot of things i learnt. blaja utk PMR, about friendship & love. hmm, many things happened. sekelip mate je sume jd. huhu, aku struggle nk strive straight. huu, but myb my faith dpt skt jerr. so, sy bsyukur jgk. huhu. at least i tried. SPM nnty insyaAllah. aku cuba. wee, next year daa nk SPM lorhh. hihi. tyme form 3 nie, xtually x byk bnd happens. tyme nihh sume bnd yg jd, aku tolk tepi. dlm kpale otak aku jz mau study. itu je. hmm, couple? ngehhh. x tw nk ckp cmne. but, i got the sweet moment. tyme rehat nmpk 'he'. hihi, almost everyday mcm tuhh. seronok! (; but, aku slalu lpskn peluang yg ade. aku rse nyesal sgt! ngaaa. aku syg 'he'. tp, x tw laa npe. ble jmpe je, sush nk kuar suare. mcm brt sgt mulot. aku pn x tw laa nape. hee, im stupid! ngengg. pape pn itu sume tggl kenangan aje. hihi.

form4. bkn tyme honeymoon! aku slalu igt bnd tuhh. huu, pindah skola is the most hmmm. x tw nk habaq pe. sush nk ckp. mule2 mmg excited nk pindah. tp, ble da x dpt tuhh. cm da give up. so, decided nk stay kt skola lme je. & nk settle ngn dy & make up ttg kami. hmm, troskn yg daa mule. tp, huu bcos bnd kecik. sume hancorr. huu, myfault. but, its oke. life must goes on. lgpn, aku bkn sape sape. hihi, sdeyhh je ayt. aku pindah skola dgn condition yg aku sndiri pn x tw nk describe. yg pnting sush sgt ak nk trime yg aku da pndh skola. ble assembly je rse aku bkn skola tuhh. almost everyday aku akn nanges. nk pndh skola lame. but, ntahh laa. ble fkr fkr balek. aku buang mase je pth balek. org yg slalu pth balek, org yg rugi. so, aku x nk mcm tuhh. i believe myself. aku kne trime sume tuhh. & aku rse bruntung sbb dpt msok skola tuhh. huhu. itulahh hidup. bukan susah nk jd susah & bukan senang nk jd senang. kite kne selalu accept wut we get & have (;

the E.N.D

the energy never destroy

saya (;

saya, hmm. insan biasa bergelar perempuan. saya ada family yang sayangkan saya. saya bahagia mereka amat baik. saya hidup kat gombak. dari baby sampai lah sekarang. saya sekolah di tempat yang memberi ilmu. saya senang dengan apa yang diberi. saya mahu menjadi seorang yang berguna. huuu, saya make up new blog. sebab blog yang lama dah kena block. tak tau lah kenapa.
hurmm, saya amat kebuntuan idea sekarang nihh. saya tak tau nak habaq pe. wee~ disini saja lorhh. ngaaa, byebye ;)

The E.N.D
the energy never destroy