i'd tried to tell ' e ' . but , i can't . i called ' e ' so many times . but , when i heard ' e ' voice not even a single word i can blurt out . i'm not afraid but i'm not really sure . maybe ' e ' annoys me . hmm , i felt really sad . but i can't cry . errr , dillema . i wanted to tell ' e ' that i .............. .
ehh . ' e ' hates me ? just say it . i would never bother ' e ' . i really dissapointed =.= hurts a lot . why it happens again ? i don't want to think about this . but i can't let it go . how could i do that ?
nak cakap , tapi tak tahu lah . ' e ' pun macam tak nak dengar je . oke la , aku bukannya nak apa pun . cuma nak mengadu je . tapi , ' e ' ? haish . aku tak gila nak habiskan duit macam air . tapi ... geramnya .
i need someone to listen . someone who will always says , " it's okay . don't worry . i'm here for you . " i want him right now ;(