the days .

waddupp ! hee ~ dkt skola sgt enjoyable & miserable . fuhh .
tk terkate lngsong . hee (;
march is the most tiredful month .
wee ~

1st week of march ;

sgt busy dgn minggu penghayatan islam .
prep langsong takde , hw btangguh-tangguh .
adoyhhh , TENSION !

however , sgt berbaloi minggu nihh . so enjoyable .




yg paling tk leh blaa nye , sume aspuri jadi teleng ble nmpk die nihh . HAHA ;DDD

ustaz furqan . aishh , 18 y/o . SPM die staright a's . walaweyhhh ;DD

die nihh anak teacher minah .
muke die ade "nur" . sampai skrg ramai yg gila dkt die .
hehe ;DD
hansome kowttt !

conclusionnye , minggu nihh mmg best .
tp penat & tension .
haishhh , sume perasaan ade (;



2nd week of march ;

minggu nihh laen mcm sket . hemm , sume org sebok prepare for " ladies night " . sekolah aku nihh mmg cmnie . abes satu program , program laen pulakk . bole dkatekn sepanjang thn ade program . tk penahh stop . ladies night nihh agk open lh . kteorg dbnrkan free hair & pakai short coz sume girls . bole dkatekn setiap mlm mmg agk bising coz setiap dorm kene buwt persmbahan . so , mmg bingit lh jgk . tp , ade satu mlm nihh , agk pelik lh mlm nihh . hari rabu mlm khamis , mlm nihh aspuri senyap sgt . even , ade dorm yg practices pon senyap je . mlm nihhh HEM ade kt asrama . tp , smpai kul 12 mlm jeaa . hmm , abes prep kul 10.45 mlm . aku balek dorm , teros tdo . tp , tbe-tbe kul 12 mlm tepat , budk dorm aku kjot suroo bace yasinn . aku pon bgn je laaa enn . mcm pelik lh jgk . aku geram coz kaco aku tido .

khodijah : aimi , npe ttbe je bace yasinn nihh ?
aimi : KA suroo tadi . sume dorm kene bce yasinn skrg .
khodijah : hmm .

bile dh abes bce yasinn tuhh , aku direct tros naek katil tido . time tuhh mmg mamai sgt . then , ttbe kul 1 lebeyh pagi . aku terjage sbb dgr ade org bace yasinn dlm dorm aku . mmg lh aku pelik . knp bce lg ? budak dorm aku semua dh tido . yg blom tido puteri , yana , dila , huda , aten . yg ramai-ramai bce yasinn tuhh pulakk budak dorm sebelahhh . adoyhhh , mmg pelik lh . aku tnye aten knp , tp aku tk dgr . then , aku nk sambong tido balek . ttbe , aten pggl aku .


fatin : kay , aku nk tido kt ats ngan kau .
khodijah : hmm , naek lh . ( mamai )
fatin : ( tido sblh aku & tarik selimut aku )
khodijah : ( wondering sgt ) aten , npe bdk-bdk sblh masok sini ?
fatin : ( muke takot ) tk dgr ke td ? ade bdk sblh menjerit kuat sgt . die nmpak " bnd " .
khodijah : ooo ye ke ? aku tk dgr lngsong . so , dh oke lh tuhh ?
fatin : dh oke lh kot . td , kwn die dtg sini mnta tolong .
khodijah : ohh . insya-Allah tk de pape . tido lh .

*aten = tk penah tido kt katil org laen & itu first time . budak elit skola aku .
*dorm sebelah = dorm warden yg dh bertahun tk penah gune . 2010 form 4 gune sbb dieorg ramai sgt .

ttbe , time aku nk tdo balek tuhh . aku dgr org mnjerit + meracau kt bwh . err , mmg aku dh rase laen mcm . aku tk leh tdo lgsong . aku bgn .

khodijah : siape tuhh ?
huda : " die "
khodijah : huhhh ! ble kene tuhh ?
huda : tadi .
khodijah : dieog buwt ape ?
huda : tk tw lh . kau pegi lh tgk .
khodijah : kau teman aku turun bwh .
huda : jom . tp , kau pakai tudung tw . ade aspura kt bwh .
khodijah : maken trok kerr ?
huda : ye laa kot , aspura smpai pnjt pgr aspuri nk tlg .

ya ALLAH , tk sangke die kene . siape tk tersentak ble kwn sndiri yg kene . hmm , aku tlg ape yg mampu . ilmu aku tk byk . aku dtg kt die , tros bce ayat kursi . ttbe , die plok aku . ya Allah , tuhan je tw mcmne rse kne plok dgn die . sakit yg amt . tenage die , mcm lelaki . suare die . mmg lh bukan die . tp , time tuhh aku tk leh lemah jgk . sedihh tgk die . hmm . lps die mcm dh oke . aku dgr bunyi bising dari ats ( dorm aku ) . aku soh org laen jge die kjp . aku naek atas . ya Allah , lg sorg pulak . bkn budak dorm aku , tp budk dorm sebelah . tk sampai bape minit , aku dgr org meracau dari dorm bwh hujung . yg tuhh , mmg ganas . even , warden ade pon , sume tk tw nk buwt ape . time tuhh dh dkt pukul 3 lebeh pagi dh . satu aspuri tk tido . naseb lh ade ustaz dtg . ALHAMDULILLAH sume dh oke . yg buwt aku seram , ustaz tuhh kate budak yg kt dorm aku , warisan punye . means S . A . * . A . adeyhh , mmg pyh lh cmni . tp , tkpe , ustaz tuh kate dh oke . bile ustaz tuhh dh balek . sorg lagi pulak kene . ya Allah . lame sgt budk nihh kne . dh lh kuat , ttbe penyelia dtg & nk bwk tros pegi klinik . haishhh , time tuhh mmg dh tkde choices dh . bwk je lh . hmm , alhamdulillah semua settle . then , pengetua dtg . time tuhh dh pukul 5 lebeyh . semua aspuri gather kt taman & bce same2 . hari khamis tuhh aspuri pegi sekolah pukul 11 pagi . huhu , mmg seronok .

igtkn everything dh settle . aku bru nk lentok ats meja . ttbe , pova pggl aku suro tgk die . eyhh , nape pulk nihh . ya Allah , die kne lagi kot . tk tw lh knp , ttbe aku mmg rse cm geram sgt . knp nk kacau kwn aku huhh ?! err . tk lme lps tuhh , die dh oke . tk sngke , dkt 3 jam kot die kene .
dh zohor dh time tuhh . aku ajak die solat . die oke jea . aku bgtw die , jp lg mak die dtg nk bwk die balek . ttbe die mrh aku balek . pelik kot , npe die tknk balek ? humm . then , lps asar die slmt balek rumah .

mlm tuhh mcm biase ade bce yasinn kt surau . after bce yasinn tk sngke ttbe ade yg kene . ya Allah . mule-mule sorg , pastuh sorg , then sorg . 6 org kot kene waktu tuhh . ya Allah , nseb baek warden ade time tuhh . mlm tuhh , mmg ramai . aspuri tido pukul 2 lebeyhh kot coz ade ustaz tgh pagar aspuri . & hari jumaat tuhh , aspuri pegi skola pukul 8 pg . & that day balik kg .

minggu nihh lh yg paling tk leh lupe =.= sampai ble-ble myb .

3rd week of march ;

haishh , minggu nihh . minggu yg paling penat .

pagi : sekolah sampai pukul 3.50 ( isnin ) / 2.30 ( selasa - khamis )

petang : latihan kawad kaki .

malam : prep smpai kul 10 mlm . then 10. 15 mlm latihan kawad smpai pukul 12 mlm .

hari-hari mcm nihh , penat gile !

4th week of march ;

holidays ! holidays ! holidays ! holidays ! holidays !
bebas dari asrama ;)

its too late . huhhh ?

the day i went away , i never thought to turn back .

i walked along the path of way without thinking of anything .

whats' bear in mind is just the pain i'd through .

whats going on that time ?

i saw the person who was hurting me .

but i cant said even a one word .

i do regret it .

the times has past .

everything has changed a lot .

the day i went away i never realized it , how am i going to regret it all my life .

huhhh , theres no any chances anymore .

i missed it .

every second , minutes , hours , days , weeks & months remind me to the person who always cares about me .

but , the useless one is me , who always letting things without thinking .

i miss the moments a lot .

because of the person , i've changed .

nobody knows me better except the person .

i do love you buddy <33

but im so sorry for trouble you a lot .

i miss you ! =.=

hari nihh ,

hari nihh tk seronok mcm hari tuhh ,

cume nihh jea ,

fhm fhm je laa .

ehh , ade yg kate aku maken gemokk .

;DDD

mood ; sayanggile !

woaa .

huu , im quite happy right now .
relevan ke die kate aku nihh sakit jiwa ?
huhh . ataupon die sakit jiwa ? ngeee .
btw , thanx ! hmm , ape yg die ckp myb btol .
tp , bukan thp kritikal .
cuma "ego" .
err , baek nye hati kau even aku penahh wt jht ngan kau .
ahaha , kau hebat lh weyhh . ngee ;DD

sweet 18 (;

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to
abg uda ;)
sweet 18 .

abg uda , even kau jahat ngan aku . aku still sayang kau . haha . hepy besday .
may your day be ahead with bless & hapiness .

err.

seriously , im not exhilarating & it's not bloody fantastic . im totally exhausted for ... ... . & now 99.999% im very sure that im giving up on .... .

ibu ohh ibu .

now im sitting besides ibu . kesian ibu , sakit . tu lahh , workaholic . hemm , ibu start sakit 2 / 2/ 2010 . but tak de sape pon nk inform kt aku . patotlah that day aku kol tk de sape jwb . ibu kene thn masok wad . mule-mule suspek denggi . tp , ble check balek doktor kate high blood pressure & diabetes . lastly doktor kate kidneys problem . mcm pakej pulak penyakit ibu nihh . hemm , ibu cpt laa sihat . dija risau laa tgk ibu sakit nihh . sgt kesian . rse nk nanges bile tgk ibu .

i always saw an energetic woman .
she rarely sick . ibu ohh ibu .
dija doakn ibu cpt sembuh yea . aminn .